Enspelled

Artwork: Ordinary Magic - Wendy S. Rolfe, 2008

i'd like to think
that there's something
that binds me
to you
otherwise:
i'd have
forgotted
about you
a long,
long,
long
time ago.

and yet:
the world has
turned
twice
and your
face
is still
the last
thing
i see
ere i
fall
asleep.

why?
why?
oh, the
never
ending
why...

i'd shoot
myself
now;
but i
wouldn't
see
how this
unfolds
now,
right?